Sunday 18 December 2011

forget you .... never


When I saw you for the first time I was afraid to face you...


When I faced you for the first time I was afraid to talk to you...


When I started talking to you I was afraid to like you...


When I started liking you I was afraid to love you....


When I started  loving  you I was afraid to loose you...


When i lost you I was afraid that whether i'll be able to forget you...


When i lost you I was afraid that whether i'll be able to give same love to another one or i'll keep missing you...


When i started loving another girl she did the same thing with me and once again it reminded me of you...

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY, WHATEVER I DO I AM NEVER GONA FORGET YOU!!


Monday 5 December 2011

POVERTY vs KASAB


  • The warehousing corporation should not be allowed to be freely distributed to the poverty-stricken people of this country as per the statement of the PM . but,  we have adequate funds to guard the perpetrators of violence! What a double-standard? This can happen only in India, the so called largest democratic country in the world .


  • Ajmal Kasab is indirectly making a hole in tax payers pocket since all the expense is borne by tax paying community of our country. The tax money should be used for tightening securities on railway stations and local trains where poor and middle class people travel daily , but instead tax money is utilized in construction of a special cell inside the high-security Arthur Road jail. It has been designed in such a manner that even if a truck laden with explosives were to ram into it, the cell would not be dented. government can risk thousands of poor and innocent lyfs but dont wana risk lyf of a terrorist.


  • J.J hospital ,  hospital owned by government where poor’s are treated at cheaper rate. Till the date there was no huge amount of money spent on this hospital for betterment of poor people or say in providing better facilities to poor people in fact they where treated just like animals sometimes  and even serious casualties are not attended on time.  but, for kasab Nearly Rs. 1 crore was spent for the creation of a bullet-proof cell for Kasab on the JJ Hospital premises but he was never taken there, instead, doctors were summoned to the Arthur Road jail, whenever Kasab had a health problem.

  •  When Kasab, who was wounded before being captured, has been attended to by anywhere between 16-24 doctors for his various ailments in the past year. But, many times when a poor man dies in the lobby of government hospital because of accident,  leave the doctor not even a compounder comes to see what happened to the person .


  • There was also a huge outgo on deployment of central forces to guard the Arthur Road jail and towards payment of fees for the public prosecutor and lawyers appearing for Kasab.  but, this kind of securities if government spent on securities of common man than the blast at zaveri bazaar would have never taken place where many poor lyfs were dead and there they didn’t even receive compensation money but the public prosecutors where paid huge sum of money for kasab .


  • In spite of spending so much, still government couldn't get any specific success on proving Pakistan's involvement in this attack in front of the UNO and is still keeping Kasab alive.  If this amount was spent on development backward class people and giving good quality education in government schools than atleast in future we could have made a huge force of technically literate generation who would be equipped with all the necessary brains and techniques to stay protected against such unwanted people entering our country.
  • government in Maharashtra has so far spent a staggering Rs. 31 crore, or nearly Rs. 85 lakh per day, to keep the 21-year-old terrorist from the Pakistani town of Faridkot . Iin spite of the fact that the state's debt has crossed the Rs. 1.85 lakh crore mark. Still the government is the government is wary of letting out any information on Kasab and is saying Rs 31 crore figure is strictly unofficial.  Now government will have to face BOP problems and that problem will be solved by reducing spending on government facilities which are mostly used by middle class and poor people.

  • The Indo-Tibetan Border Police (ITBP) force has slapped a bill of Rs 10.87 crore on the Maharashtra government for guarding Kasab at the Arthur Road jail and sought its reimbursement which has stunned the state. Do you feel the cost of keeping him alive is justified?  It is surprising that a person who has been identified as a criminal , in a court of law , is still in custody which is costing the country crores !Why is no person / organization interested in bringing this tamasha to an end ?We are interested in fighting to bring back the 4 lakh crores from Swiss banks which would decrease inflation in country and bring down prices of necessities to ground level , which is a project for eternity but we are not doing anything to stop this expenditure which is currently affecting poor people badly because all this expenses are going to be collected by common man of India only, non of the politician is going to come forward to give entire expenses although its just a fraction of amount what they have saved in their swiss bank account.


Saturday 29 October 2011

me and my notes

A month before examination I realize that my notes need me to understand their feelings... at such times I sit with my notes all alone, lock my room, and very softly I take my notes out of folder and start staring at it, after sometime I feel like my notes are also staring at me and slowly I start falling in love with notes..

After sometime I feel like my notes are wanting me to read and understand their feelings for me so I try to read them and understand their feelings and come to conclusion that they really care for me and wants me to clear the examination with good scores!!

But after sometime ie after an hour or two, just like a typical girlfriend my notes starts demanding more and more and expect me to understand their each and every feeling, so I just get irritated and tell her "sweetheart I think its not working anymore so lets end it over here"

And next day again I go on date with notes of some other subject and the story repeats .... :P 

Tuesday 25 October 2011

I Still Love You

I Love You
I Love the way you rest in my arms,
I Love the way you look into my eyes,
I Love the way I pull you towards me when you are angry at me and suddenly you start to blush,
I Love our night walks.


I always love to wear the shirt you gave me.


I Love the way you talk to me,
I Love the way you kiss me,
I Love the way you call me 'shona',


I know you are in love with some else now but will always love you and will wait for the day when you ll be back in my life, back with all the love!


I Love the way you smile when I kissed you first time,
I Love the way you say I'am your world and you will never leave me,
I Love the way you stare at me during movie,


I just love to fight with you because the way you smile after fight is just awesum
I just find a reason to slap on your forehead,
I think I'am just falling in love with you again, but this time its only me because you have fallen in love with someone else.
but still I LOVE YOU , WILL LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH.








WRITTEN BY A SECRET LOVER 
(can't disclose his name) sorry!!

Sunday 18 September 2011

Do you think you can forget your first Love ???

Almost every one of us must have loved some one in our lives so truly that for whom you could have gone to any extent, even ready to die for that person. Even if that person did not love you back that much but still you would love them without thinking what they feels for you, you still love them without expecting anything from them except the amount of love you gave them... now that is what i call  TRUE LOVE!!!

Many of us think that flirting with many helps in erasing First Love from mind and heart .. but lemme tell you guys its of no use !!!    You must be wondering that flirting has helped you alot in not missing him/her anymore , but it hasn't really. Ok lemme explain, have you ever noticed that whenever you are asked about your 1st love by your friends , you often say "I don't miss him/her that much Or I dont miss him/her anymore" .. but  have you ever said that "he/she occupies No space in my heart anymore Or I never think about him/her, he/she is No more important to me"
Your answer is a 'NO' ryt ???

It is because you cannot forget person who was once everything to you, how can you forget person who meant world to you, for whom you could fight with whole world without thinking about the consequences you may have to face in future, person who drew thick line between them and your friends or even your besty..

sometimes this thick line is created between them and your parents as well n they become integral part of your heart which your parents also somewhere lacked to reach that part of your heart ....  Now how can you remove such person from your mind and heart who had totally separate place in your heart n dat place is premium place n person staying over their receives 1st priority your life.

Sometimes you forget every favour, help, affection and love given to you by the people to whom you start giving secondary importance in your life just for that one person who has entered  in your life just before couple of months or years back whereas the people whom you start giving secondary importance were there with you from ages, the importance you give to your bestys n family is just next to nil in front of what you give to your loved one,  now how can you forget such person who made such tremendous changes in your life !!

yOu cAn juSt miss yOur firSt lOve Less,  but can never HATE Or FORGET them .... !!!

Saturday 13 August 2011

U.S debt crises in simple terms


Let us assume that U.S is some individual person so that it can become easier for you to understand ...

 (U.S) has lots of bills to pay For.eg. Homeland security, Pensions, Foreign Aid, Medicare, DOT , NASA, NOAA, NIS, FAA, FEMA, FTC, FSA, Defense, Farm subsidies, Federal salaries, Medicaide, Veteran's benefits, Highway system, USPS, FBI, CIA, NSA, DOD n Foreign wars etc etc etc...
the sum of all the bills is around almost 4trillion dollars worth every year and his income is little over 2.2trillion dollars per year, now to make difference the deficit of almost 2trillion dollars he does what most americans do ie it borrows money... when U.S takes up the loan it calls it 'A bond' i,e U.S issues bond to borrow money. This bonds are held by Banks, Investors or even by Foreign governments. U.S has to promise to pay interest on every bond just like you do while taking any loans.

now the prob arises here, sometimes you think of paying your loans or mortgage by credit cards ryt??? the same thing he does. he takes up new loans i,e new bonds to make payments on old bonds.
 now all dos loans n specially the interest to be paid keeps on adding.  Right now U.S owes about 14 trillion dollars, 14trillion dollars is about the same as GDP of America ie Gross Domestic Product (total value of all goods n services produced by american economy in an entire year)  which means DEBT = ENTIRE GDP.


Its really a big money. now U.S is running out of people to borrow from to clear this debt and also having trouble of paying interest on its loans.  RBS came out with solution ie either cut spending or increases taxes;/bt if it stops spending then people on whom he spends will start complaining that they dont have money to spend n if it raises taxes dan people will have really less money in hand to spend ...!!

So, U.S chooses an easiest way to make money or say make payments, he calls up FEDERAL RESERVES wic is central bank n just like magic dollars were created and deposited all over America. but this lead to inflation because flow of dollars became more than goods available to in market dats y commodities lyk gassoline, food , oil n gold became more expensive, this happened because U.S implemented its money making magic by approaching FEDERAL RESERVES.

Remember the foriegn government that lend money to U.S ???   something interesting took place at that time, It made U.S look richer n der countries look poorer, n when a country looks poorer tha America; one dollar ie american money buys lot of other countries money For eg. If 1$ was equal to INR 45 then now 1$ will be equal to INR 50 wic means Americans can buy 5 more INR for same 1$ ....  Americans can pay INDIAN workers a few penny  a day because they are getting Rupee at cheaper rate. This ultimately pulls down labour cost of the company n the manufacturer can sell their products in America at lower prices than any other American manufacturer can.  Now, the easiest way for American manufacturers to compete is to move their companies overseasn pay their workers a few penny's a day.

But, this leads to recession in America becz Americans loose their jobs n no job means no tax to be paid to government no tax means decrease in income from taxation (major part of earning for any government) n the people who lost their jobs start collecting government benifits lyk medicaide and unemployment..
This means U.S has less income n has to spend more n at such times people who still have their jobs are desperate to keep their jobs n can do more work even for lesser money.

When dollars are of less worth n inflow of the same has stopped  this leads to STAGFLATION i,e  inflation + recession = STAGFLATION.
U.S now is in big trouble, he cant raise taxes nor cut spending to without making recession averse and he cant approach federal reserves to create more money without making inflation averse.   for now what he can do is  keep borrowing more money but as he is not able to pay the interest on loans he already has it can just push towards the bankruptcy wic is worst.
Its not too long within just few months or say few years a day will come when he wont be able to pay his bills anymore.. wen dat happens BANKS, INVESTORS n FOREIGN GOVERNMENTS who are counting out that money; wont be able to pay their own bills..   You see Governments, Banks n Corporation dont have much money, what they have is nothing but debt to each other.

If one stops payment the whole chain defaults .. If investors stops paying bills the corporation wont pay to their employees ... If banks are not able to pay their bills, u wont be able to take more loans, use ur credit cards or even retrieve ur savings.. If foreign government dont pay their bills their own banks and corporations will have d same problems that is what we call A GLOBAL ECONOMIC COLLAPSE .
It never happened before so nobody knows how long will it last for n how to overcome it, the house of cards has already been fallen down, their is no painless way to build it back.

ALL WE CAN DO IS JUST EDUCATE EACH OTHER ABOUT WHATS ACTUALLY GOING ON AND TO PREPARE FOR THE WORSE.

Sunday 7 August 2011

ADDICTION hurts..

ADDICTION... the word itself is scary, scary not in horror sense but scary because it gives us scary feeling of how will i survive if someday i don't get the thing i'm addicted to or i'm used to.. at such times your worst nightmare is getting departed from the thing or person we are addicted to!!
If its a thing then the wounds of getting departed soothes early without any marks on mind or heart but if its a person to whom you were addicted then even a decade is not enough to sooth that wound n even if it soothes the marks of the wounds stays forever on your heart n mind, the marks may vanish from your mind as the time passes but nothing can rub those marks from your heart.

sometimes we make mistakes in selecting right person for us, many times we end up with fake sweet talkers and loose right ones. people this days are so confused in selecting right person that they just end up with wrong fake ones. selecting right person have become a gamble today, here the opponent is so sharp that he ll not even give u single such reason which can help you identifying him. This days love has become a game, game of winning others heart n breaking them; the more hearts you break the more XPs ie experience you get , this game gives so bad addiction that people keeps on breaking hearts just to soothe their own heart.
This is chain actually where A breaks heart of  B and to soothe his own heart B breaks heart of C so that he can forget the pain given by A   !!!

Here the victim or the one who is left alone feels guilty for giving chance to such person. Sometimes we have to pass through such phases of life where we don't even know 'whom we love n to whom we think we love'
Confused??? i'l explain u.. sometimes we think that v love some1 but its not actually love but our infatuation for that person.

sometimes we just try to avoid people who love us n to whom v don't.. and a moment comes wen v feel lyk breaking friendship wid them becoz the way such people stare at u and care for u n tok wid u n flirts wid u feels irrittating because in past that person was the one on whom  u had crush so u dont want ur past to affect ur presence. so finally a time comes wen u just cant bear anymore n stop talking to them wic hurts them lyk hell becz wen person who means everything to u dont even talk to u, feels lyk ur existance in the world is of no use better u leav dis world. Thinking about all such things from their point of view v forgive them n mutually decide to start with a new relationship which would be only up to FRIENDSHIP.

Now, the main problem begins.. initially u feel that the person has changed n is just thinking of u as just a friend n to make u believe they says that they are committed wid some1 n comes closure to u n starts flirting again n dis tym u start lyking dat person but ur not sure about it..
After couple of weeks that person discloses the truth saying that he/she wasnt committed n lied just to come close to u n become ur besty.. this hurts u but nt much.

After spending so much time together n inspite that person lied u, u start lyking that person n he/she becomes part of ur lyf n dis time its really serious kinda lykings becoz u have been wid that person for long time n know each other verry well, but still u havent yet told that person about ur lykings towards him/her.
he/she asks u several tyms about ur lykings bt u say NO al the tym n stick upon a thing that u lyk somebdy else.

After some couple of months u suddnly come across a news that he/she is already having partner who was out of town.. n the person uv startd lyking had nobody in town to be wid so he/she just wanted u to be wid dem till the time his/her partner who is out of town comes back into the town n suddenly ur left alone.

U all of sudden start feel guilty for everything, guilty for giving him/her a chance, guilty for felling in love with him/her  again, guitly for beleaving all  the lies n best one was "i cant leave widout you"   dis lie really hurts u n even can make nybdy fell in love.. now u are at the situation where u cant forget all thos lies n ur just addicted to that person n just cant forget him/her at any cost n want back them in ur lyf n also want all dos things back that was between u both, bt nw its impossible n u just have to tell ur heart that "whatever happens is for good cause" ...

In the end u have to think positively that, good u both are no more together or rather say ur away from the one to whom u loved once oR he/she loved u oR u both once loved each other becoz u both had no future so better move on..
He/She have alrdy moved on but somewere u havent becoz u still feel that he/she still feels for u.. Its not the fact but still somewer in heart u cant just forget dat person so u start xpecting that even they shudnt forget u bt as v all knw things never happns d way v wish them to ..............  u just keep hoping that one day all the memories related to that person lyk d way he/she stared at u,    the way he/she said 'babu' ,     the way he/she used to ask 'y din u had ur dinner yet'      the way he/she used to scold u on ur mistakes n say 'stupid cant u take care of urself' etc etc etc....   u just end up hoping that someday u'll forget all this things n will move on n get rid of their  ADDICTION.


Wednesday 27 July 2011

why do i have to CRY so much ???

      I'am at the moment when i know that my heart is       gonna break soon, still i'am not backing out or not even moving on to some other path of life which i'am unable to do nor i want to do if could do...  I don't know why m i sticking around when i know that soon i'am gonna get the news that i'am just a very good friend in her life n the place which i want in her life is already occupied by some1 else..


n it hurts even more when you come to know that the somebody who occupied space which was desired by you is nobody else but the same person who once essayed the role of best not just best but closest friend in your life, but has gone away from your life just because you both loved the same person n it was impossible for u both to continue as bestys because the person who used to make u smile with his presence the same person now pokes into your eyes whenever comes into your sight.


It becomes really unbearable when u have to see the person who ditched u with the person u loved d most, that too for most of the day..but still you cant help it n have to bear them  person with a big 'fake' smile on your face..


i cant believe that anybody can be so cruel that even after knowing how much your besty loves some1 still you start dating the very same person n don't even let your besty know about it n one day suddenly you get the news from other people regarding dating between your besty n your love..
 if that was not all.. suddenly one day u receive a news from one of ur friend that the person u love; by mistake sends a text to one of ur friend saying


 "good ni8 swtheart.. muuuuaaaaaaah miss u.. take care n kal 6 baje uthati hu"


 n tells your friend to whom this msg was delivered by mistake that


"plz plz plz don't tell any one about this msg, it was bymistake sent to u"  ...........


n wen she was askd by the same person to whom msg was delivered bymistake.. the rly recvd was 


"i cant tell u his name"


 now what the 'f' this means mahn!!  what would a rational mind think after reading such text..


if it was not enough this thing was hidden from me by my love who is also my besty n who shares everything with me, but dint share this thing which added further pain..
i'am not at all jealeous of my friend that he took my love away, but the thing is he promised me that he would help me get my love as v 3 where bestys n shared everything with each other so he knew each n everything about us, our lyks dislyks everything... which he was suppose to use for me to get her but he did it for himself n grabbed my love, n i lyk a fool din even notice that my love is been grabbed away by my besty..


im really scared of that day when i'll come to know the truth .. truth that is going to ruined me from within, truth that is going to make my heart bleed.. this truth is nothing but that they both are together n are committed to each other!!  but m even more scared of the day when my love will be ditched by the person whom she thinks loves him.. because i know him better as we used to be bestys someday so i know what kinda person he is n  how good  is his past records ..
 i tryd alot to explain her about what kinda person he is but she is not at all ready to listen to me.. shes just blind in his love n dat bastard has no feelings for her, he is just playing with her feelings thats it...


her behaviour has changed alot towards me this days which really hurts me alot n makes me cry lyk anything, whenever i think of her or see her images on fb or in my cell my tears just cant stop overflowing... this days i dont even lyk to listen romantic songs instead i prefer sad songs...because now iv got to know that ders nothig lyk love in this world because if it was their than she would have been with me...


i dont know what will happen with me when she ll be ditched by him .. she wont be able to bear that pain n worst will be i wont be able to see her crying that way...... all this things which are directly or indirectly related to her turns my eyes wet.............. sometimes i feel lyk stop talking to her but then she starts crying in front of me which makes me also cry, n even confuses me if i'am so much important to her that my silence can make her cry than y the hell she dont listen to me n try to undstand that i really care for her n m not asking her to go away from him for my selfish motto....


i dont know what should i do now.. im really fed up of thinking all this.. i cant even avoid all this !!
i dont undstand y the hell God is doing all this to me...!!



Monday 25 July 2011

TWENTY Things to be kept in mind while talking to GIRLS !!!


20 things to keep mind while talking with GIRLS
1)      Keep at least distance of 2 feet while talking


2)      Always look into her eyes and try to avoid looking here n der while talking, n most important never look below neck


3)      Never laugh on your own jokes or Pj’s


4)      Always follow one principle ie whatever she says is absolutely correct


5)      Never argue on serious topics


6)      Always argue on stupid topic till she says “can we please change the topic”


7)      Never continue the same topic if she is getting irritated by that or get hurt by that


8)      Never give proper answer to their question, always give unexpected answers (funny answer)


9)       Try to make her laugh as much you can


10)   Always say ‘hi’ whenever you meet, if she don’t reply then say “miss attitude”


11)   Always text n ask her whether if she is free to talk on phone, do dis each time before u call her up


12)   Never ask her personal questions, Eg. If she says she have some work she’ll call u later at such times don’t ask her what work she has???


13)   Never accept her blames, always try to put them back on her even if you both very well know that it’s your mistake but never accept it n try to make her speak “jhoootha oR ohh shittt kuch bhi.. etc”


14)   Always crack jokes with a serious face, so that she can’t insult you by saying  “joke tha hassu??” if your joke is not up to the mark


15)   Never let her know that u have crush on her, if u have


16)   Always take interest in whatever she talks, no matter how boring the topic may be


17)   If she shares any G-talks with u,  dnt get irritated n make faces bt take great interest in it n discuss on it


18)   Never flirt unless d gal is ur good friend n is frank wid u


19)   If she don’t believe any of your lie than just get emotional n say “u dnt trust me???”


20)   Always notice her accessories n comment on it (positive comment)


Friday 1 July 2011

She Likes SOMEBODY ELSE...


Knowing that the person you like a lot has no more feelings for you but thinks about you just as another good friend in her life; gives you no less pain than what  a person gets after breakup in relationship.

Especially when you get to know about this bitter  truth form someone else hurts even  more… 
if the person whom you like is your best as well as close friend and who shares almost everything with you, that time you  expect this thing ie she likes someone els to be known to you by her itself, 
but sometimes you forget that close friends shares
‘almost everything’ not ‘everything’

Here u come to know how much a small word ‘almost’ means to you!!

The pain is added even more when you come know that the person whom you trusted the  most had lied you ..
you feel cheated when you remember those days when you used to ask her several times a day whether if she liked any one and you used to get a negative reply “no I don’t like any one”  which indeed brought a positive vibe inside you.
But after knowing truth all those positive vibes which were collected from long time, 
gets destroyed and you are  left with just  one sentence in your mind ie “she likes HIM’ 
This 3 words snatches away all your positive vibes, 
all your happiness, 
all your dreams you  saw considering her as your partner , 
all  gestures you  always wanted to do or all those moments you  wanted to live with her.. 

everything gets destroyed in front of your eyes and you are helpless and can’t do anything except  silently watching your world getting ruined..!!




Saturday 18 June 2011

Having EX or CRUSH in past is not a crime...



Every one of us must have gone through the wonderful feeling of love which is not exactly love but it is actually crush. Many youngsters  are such that they have been through this feeling couple of times but still each time they get this feeling it is as purest as they had it verry first time in life.

We think that if a person who had been through this feeling couple of time must be having habit of this feeling and even if they don’t achiev their love they might not suffer much as it might be just ‘time pass’ for them,  but dis is absolutely wrong .

Person who had been in love in past and had recived nothing but the pain;  also bears the same amount of pain which a person bears when he gets hurt for the first time.
The person whos got hurt many times in past may not easily fall in love once again but if the feeling of love grab holds heart of that person than that person has no less to suffer pain than the person who was freshly in love and got hurt.

 Both, the one who has been in love for the first time and the one who had been in love before;  takes same duration of time to forget their loved once by whom they were ditched or were rejected or maybe hurt by any other way. The only difference is that the person who had been in love before will be aware of how to deal with the situation and try to divert mind from the person who he loved.
But even after knowing the ways to deal with situation it is never an easy task for him to implement those ways.

People who are ditched again and again are considered as habituated in peoples view and people think that  the person who falls again n again in love has no feelings and does just time pass in name of love. Bt none of them try to find out the reason WHY that person is falling in love again n again, the only reason behind it is; unless you find someone who can take care of yourself better than your previous love or person who can understand you more than your previous love could, you will never be able to move on in life.
If you try to live as single she will be always there in your mind and occupy a soft corner which will always hurt you in some or the other way.

My aim of writing this is just to say please don’t judge people on their past life, having few ex GF’s and BF’s doesn’t mean that the person is just fake and flirt… 
may possible that he/she couldn’t carry forward their past relationships because of lack of chemistry between two persons or maybe too much of possessiveness from other person which may be the serios reson for irritation and breakups and some of them weren’t able to understand each other or because of dominating nature of other person etc etc.. 
There are too many reasons of breakups apart from time pass and getting bored from one person.

There are some people who don’t disclose their past life in front of their current crush or love, which may cause problems in their relationship and may result into lose of trust. But have you ever tried to find out reason why your loved once have not disclosed or hesitated to discuss with you about their past life???  NO Ryt??

Many of them just don’t share because they still have soft corner for their Ex’s which may hurt them a lot when they talk upon it or discuss on  it Or the other reason behind hiding maybe because they know that after sharing past life their current partner may ask them en-number of questions about their Ex which hurts a lot. Because, it took them quit long time to forget everything,  but few questions raised by someone about their past may pour salt on wounds and those wounds will keep on burning again for long period of time..

So, if you love someone truly then try to trust and understand  them. If you cant trust them then try to be their besty and try to know the reason behind them hiding anything from you rather than fighting with them for not disclosing everything!!

THANK YOU...!!

Sunday 22 May 2011

BEST FRIENDS...... (just for name sake)

BEST FRIENDS.... sounds really good right?  but do you seriously believe that this word has the same meaning in our life which we used to have in our school days!!  The answer is NO...a big big NO!
Best friend is one who listens to our problem because they care for us... but this days i don't think anybody cares for any one, people today listen your problem but behind it there is nothing like care it's just their curiosity which makes them listen your problem and we fool's go and share everything to such people.


If you remember in our childhood we used to have only one best friend with whom we used to fight, we used to share each and every secrets, cry in front of him/her, tell them about our crush, do bitching for our teachers, other friends, unknown peoples and sometimes even our parent..hehe,  ;)


They were like Priest to us in front of whom we used to confess every small thing which i think no one would have confessed in front of priest also. In those days if you remember our parents and teachers used to tell us one thing again and again ie GOD IS EVERYWHERE AND GOD KNOWS EVERYTHING!!   today after growing up i realised that actually God was with us everywhere because our best friend was always with us and we used to tell him each and everything so he knows everything about us because we never lied our best friend and there was nothing which was hidden to our besty!


BUT today... entire meaning of best friend has changed!!
                       today nobody has one single best friend everybody has at least two best friends. some people are such that they have too many best friends, now i don't understand how any person can share everything to so many people. either  in today's world the meaning of best friend has changed or the person who says they he has too many best friends is actually scared of being lonely and has no self confidence that he can maintain true friendship with any one person!  he is not making too many best friends but he is actually creating backup for himself....  
Confused?? thinking what is this backup?????


I'll explain you, this is like investing in too many companies which are engaged in various sectors so that even if one company winds up there are few more companies who can give you handsome return and recover losses made by the company which was winded up..   same way if you have suppose 10 best friends all from different places one from classes, one from college, one from society, one who's your classmate, one who is your school friend etc etc etc....... now out of all 10 best friends even if 5 moves out by any reason still you wont be left lonely; you know WHY?? because you still have 5 friends left with you to support you and to recover and soothe your heart which was hurt by them and its but obvious that all 10 will never go away at same time.. isn't this a smart idea to protect your self from being getting hurt or left alone?


But such people are just selfish in nature because they just think of themselves. they just forget that all are not like them, there are people who consider them as their only friend but this people sometimes just forget about such people because they have to deal with too many best friends and sometimes they forget one of them and that one person sometimes is the real friend.


but today we all have developed one mental tendency ie WHO CARES??
the day when this word came into our mind that was the day when we forgot true meaning of best friend... many people say they want to go back in time and want to enjoy their childhood days, but the fact is unless this word WHO CARES is deleated from our mind we wont be able to enjoy our childhood days even if  God sends us back in time...................................!!
 I just want to say that start caring for the one who thinks you are his/her best friend and never let this word 'WHO CARES' come into your mind if it is concerned with the one who considers you as BESTY!









Monday 16 May 2011

PETROL ... precious fluid for India!!

PETROL... in olden days this word was given secondary position because in those days verry few had their on vehicles,  ifact person having just a simple motor cycle was considered to be leaving a lavish life!!

In those days only vehicles were given importance; not the petrol.
Prices of petrol were not at all given any importance because the person having capability to own a vehicle running on fuel was really a big deal and for such people petrol prices did not matter, in those days petrol prices were too less as compared to todays price. U must be thinking how can i compare the prises of those times with the time we are leaving in beacause it is but obvious that rate of inflation has raised hundreds of times from then till now! 
But here im talking is; the prices of petrol would also have affected the people in those times as well but it did not affect them because the prices of vehicles were so high that verry few of them would aford for vehicles and because less vehicles were running in city the consumption of petrol was also less so the prices were not going up because in thos times oil and petrol companies focused on increasing sales of petrol and not on increasing margin of profit...

And one reason reason behind low petrol prices was; the companies engaged in petrol business were owned by government and petrol prices were regulated then... but now many private sectors companies have entered in this business and because of which government had to deregulate petrol prices and now the petrol prices are decided by private companies.. they are verry well aware that petrol is like water for INDIA so they dont need to focus on its sales , they just need to focus on profit margin...

There are many people who just cant stay without petrol!! 
Lets take Eg. of an college student who stays away from main road, where there is no proper public transport facility like bus or ric. now this guy will have no option left with him then to bend down in front of rising petrol prices. 
what he can do atmost is he will spend less on his GF or he will not RECHARGE his phone or anything else just to raise budget because now he ll have to pay more for his petrol. 


In many cities like MUMBAI people come together and fight for rise in petrol prices by not fueling their vehicle for 1 day, but i petty them because doing such ridiculous activity will not at all affect the petrol companies.. because by doing such activity will cause company suffer lose of nearly about 4b to 4.5b but this loss is just a fraction in front of the profits made by them!! this loss will be covered by them within a week!!

the only way which can stop prices of petrol to rise further is the subsidy provided by government!!
if government will provide subsidy to this geedy companies then only petrol prices will remain stable...

I am not writing this post because i'm some sought of leader or something but im just writing this post just because one of my friend did not come to watch movie our group just because he was running out of budget and had to sacrifice movie with us to save for petrol, which really made me upset. 




Sunday 15 May 2011

Tear Rain



My lips smiles even in pain.....whenever i remember those sweet memories and those past moments!!

even for a moment itself; i had got life with smile

remembering those beautiful days when my days were passed in your lap and my nights in your arms!!

today when i remember those moment, those moments force me to forgot all my sorrows

i still remember those days when you were putting your head on my shoulders, 

you were hiding yourself  in my chest by coming into my shelter breaking yourself in me like a glass shattered all over!!

today when i see those flashback scenes it vanishes the loneliness of my heart..!!
but that feeling of hapiness is just for a moment 

because i know the that you are no more mine and i'm never gonna get you by my side!! 

but no matter whatever i have been through without you and whatever you did with me

i'll never stop loving you because i beleave love touches your soul just one time and stays for lifetime!