why do i have to CRY so much ???

      I'am at the moment when i know that my heart is       gonna break soon, still i'am not backing out or not even moving on to some other path of life which i'am unable to do nor i want to do if could do...  I don't know why m i sticking around when i know that soon i'am gonna get the news that i'am just a very good friend in her life n the place which i want in her life is already occupied by some1 else..


n it hurts even more when you come to know that the somebody who occupied space which was desired by you is nobody else but the same person who once essayed the role of best not just best but closest friend in your life, but has gone away from your life just because you both loved the same person n it was impossible for u both to continue as bestys because the person who used to make u smile with his presence the same person now pokes into your eyes whenever comes into your sight.


It becomes really unbearable when u have to see the person who ditched u with the person u loved d most, that too for most of the day..but still you cant help it n have to bear them  person with a big 'fake' smile on your face..


i cant believe that anybody can be so cruel that even after knowing how much your besty loves some1 still you start dating the very same person n don't even let your besty know about it n one day suddenly you get the news from other people regarding dating between your besty n your love..
 if that was not all.. suddenly one day u receive a news from one of ur friend that the person u love; by mistake sends a text to one of ur friend saying


 "good ni8 swtheart.. muuuuaaaaaaah miss u.. take care n kal 6 baje uthati hu"


 n tells your friend to whom this msg was delivered by mistake that


"plz plz plz don't tell any one about this msg, it was bymistake sent to u"  ...........


n wen she was askd by the same person to whom msg was delivered bymistake.. the rly recvd was 


"i cant tell u his name"


 now what the 'f' this means mahn!!  what would a rational mind think after reading such text..


if it was not enough this thing was hidden from me by my love who is also my besty n who shares everything with me, but dint share this thing which added further pain..
i'am not at all jealeous of my friend that he took my love away, but the thing is he promised me that he would help me get my love as v 3 where bestys n shared everything with each other so he knew each n everything about us, our lyks dislyks everything... which he was suppose to use for me to get her but he did it for himself n grabbed my love, n i lyk a fool din even notice that my love is been grabbed away by my besty..


im really scared of that day when i'll come to know the truth .. truth that is going to ruined me from within, truth that is going to make my heart bleed.. this truth is nothing but that they both are together n are committed to each other!!  but m even more scared of the day when my love will be ditched by the person whom she thinks loves him.. because i know him better as we used to be bestys someday so i know what kinda person he is n  how good  is his past records ..
 i tryd alot to explain her about what kinda person he is but she is not at all ready to listen to me.. shes just blind in his love n dat bastard has no feelings for her, he is just playing with her feelings thats it...


her behaviour has changed alot towards me this days which really hurts me alot n makes me cry lyk anything, whenever i think of her or see her images on fb or in my cell my tears just cant stop overflowing... this days i dont even lyk to listen romantic songs instead i prefer sad songs...because now iv got to know that ders nothig lyk love in this world because if it was their than she would have been with me...


i dont know what will happen with me when she ll be ditched by him .. she wont be able to bear that pain n worst will be i wont be able to see her crying that way...... all this things which are directly or indirectly related to her turns my eyes wet.............. sometimes i feel lyk stop talking to her but then she starts crying in front of me which makes me also cry, n even confuses me if i'am so much important to her that my silence can make her cry than y the hell she dont listen to me n try to undstand that i really care for her n m not asking her to go away from him for my selfish motto....


i dont know what should i do now.. im really fed up of thinking all this.. i cant even avoid all this !!
i dont undstand y the hell God is doing all this to me...!!

TWENTY Things to be kept in mind while talking to GIRLS !!!

20 things to keep mind while talking with GIRLS

1)      Keep at least distance of 2 feet while talking

2)      Always look into her eyes and try to avoid looking here n der while talking, n most important never look below neck

3)      Never laugh on your own jokes or Pj’s

4)      Always follow one principle ie whatever she says is absolutely correct

5)      Never argue on serious topics

6)      Always argue on stupid topic till she says “can we please change the topic”

7)      Never continue the same topic if she is getting irritated by that or get hurt by that

8)      Never give proper answer to their question, always give unexpected answers (funny answer)

9)       Try to make her laugh as much you can

10)   Always say ‘hi’ whenever you meet, if she don’t reply then say “miss attitude”

11)   Always text n ask her whether if she is free to talk on phone, do dis each time before u call her up

12)   Never ask her personal questions, Eg. If she says she have some work she’ll call u later at such times don’t ask her what work she has???

13)   Never accept her blames, always try to put them back on her even if you both very well know that it’s your mistake but never accept it n try to make her speak “jhoootha oR ohh shittt kuch bhi.. etc”

14)   Always crack jokes with a serious face, so that she can’t insult you by saying  “joke tha hassu??” if your joke is not up to the mark

15)   Never let her know that u have crush on her, if u have

16)   Always take interest in whatever she talks, no matter how boring the topic may be

17)   If she shares any G-talks with u,  dnt get irritated n make faces bt take great interest in it n discuss on it

18)   Never flirt unless d gal is ur good friend n is frank wid u

19)   If she don’t believe any of your lie than just get emotional n say “u dnt trust me???”

20)   Always notice her accessories n comment on it (positive comment)

She Likes SOMEBODY ELSE...

Knowing that the person you like a lot has no more feelings for you but thinks about you just as another good friend in her life; gives you no less pain than what  a person gets after breakup in relationship.

Especially when you get to know about this bitter  truth form someone else hurts even  more… 
if the person whom you like is your best as well as close friend and who shares almost everything with you, that time you  expect this thing ie she likes someone els to be known to you by her itself, 

but sometimes you forget that close friends shares

‘almost everything’ not ‘everything’

Here u come to know how much a small word ‘almost’ means to you!!

The pain is added even more when you come know that the person whom you trusted the  most had lied you ..

you feel cheated when you remember those days when you used to ask her several times a day whether if she liked any one and you used to get a negative reply “no I don’t like any one”  which indeed brought a positive vibe inside you.

But after knowing truth all those positive vibes which were collected from long time, 

gets destroyed and you are  left with just  one sentence in your mind ie “she likes HIM’ 

This 3 words snatches away all your positive vibes, 

all your happiness, 

all your dreams you  saw considering her as your partner , 

all  gestures you  always wanted to do or all those moments you  wanted to live with her.. 

everything gets destroyed in front of your eyes and you are helpless and can’t do anything except  silently watching your world getting ruined..!!