Monday, 8 July 2013

WHY ARE WE SENT ON EARTH ? (An Imaginary Thought)

Many times this question hits my mind that 'why are we sent on earth ?'
Many times I think why did God sent us on earth, why din't he allow us to stay with him in heaven where everything is so beautiful, so pleasing, so innocent, so peaceful, so selfless, so greed free, so humble, so caring and so Godly !!!

Then I looked around and found that there was nothing left in us that pleases God. We are beautiful outside but not at all from inside, we are not pleasing unless other person is useful to us in future, innocence is just part of our vocabulary now, peace is seen nowhere in the world, 'selfless' this word is not even a part of vocabulary for many people forget about living it,  'greed free' this words are taken in totally another way  by humans instead of getting free from greed we get even more greedy when we look at the word FREE !! humble is used only while requesting someone that's it, care has been replaced by curiosity, we are upto everything that God doesn't like but still we hope God will do what we like.

To be continued ....

Thursday, 20 June 2013

Myself VALENTINE

Hi friends I am valentine. I was from ROME and lived my lived my life on earth in third century, its too long back. It was the time when Rome was ruled by Emperor named Claudius. I never liked Emperor Claudius, infact many of them had same feelings.


Claudius wanted to have a big army. He expected men to volunteer to join. Many men just did not want to fight in wars. They did not want to leave their wives and families. As you might have guessed, not many men signed up. This made Claudius furious. So what happened? He had a crazy idea. He thought that if men were not married, they would not mind joining the army. So Claudius decided not to allow any more marriages. Young people thought his new law was cruel. I thought it was preposterous! I certainly wasn't going to support that law!

Did I mention that I was a priest? One of my favorite activities was to marry couples. Even after Emperor Claudius passed his law, I kept on performing marriage ceremonies -- secretly, of course. It was really quite exciting. Imagine a small candlelit room with only the bride and groom and myself. We would whisper the words of the ceremony, listening all the while for the steps of soldiers.

One night, we did hear footsteps. It was scary! Thank goodness the couple I was marrying escaped in time. I was caught. (Not quite as light on my feet as I used to be, I guess.) I was thrown in jail and told that my punishment was death.

I tried to stay cheerful. And do you know what? Wonderful things happened. Many young people came to the jail to visit me. They threw flowers and notes up to my window. They wanted me to know that they, too, believed in love.

One of these young people was the daughter of the prison guard. Her father allowed her to visit me in the cell. Sometimes we would sit and talk for hours. She helped me to keep my spirits up. She agreed that I did the right thing by ignoring the Emperor and going ahead with the secret marriages. On the day I was to die, I left my friend a little note thanking her for her friendship and loyalty. I signed it, "Love from your Valentine."

I believe that note started the custom of exchanging love messages on Valentine's Day. It was written on the day I died, February 14, 269 A.D. Now, every year on this day, people remember. But most importantly, they think about love and friendship. And when they think of Emperor Claudius, they remember how he tried to stand in the way of love, and they laugh -- because they know that love can't be beaten!


Happy Valentine Day

Saturday, 12 May 2012

Things guys should keep in mind on a date

1) Talking about his Ex.

2) Should be real and not fake.

3) Should not show off and try to be what he is.

4) Should not worry about the people who are staring at you both.

5) Come 1 or 2 hours before time and check whether everything is perfect or not at the venue.

6) Shouldn't brag about the things he own.

7) Should not talk more about other girls.

8) Should not cross his limits in respect to speaking and hand hand gestures.

9) Should not check his cellphone again and again.

10) Should praise yourself.

11) Be kind and down to earth.

12) Should not talk about Sex.

13) Should not fight or argue.

14) Shouldn't talk about cricket.

15) Should not talk about profession and office much unless you both share mutual profession.

16) Should sound like a gentleman.

17) Should not get more close in any sense (Eg. Asking too much personal questions or physically close)

18) Should not talk about about what 'Gappa bazi' you do with your friends.

19) Should not talk about others and specially people girl hates.

20) Should not talk about your computer games.

21) Should not underestimate the girl with him.

22) Should not be prody just because he is a boy.

23) Respect for the feminine nature will really help.

24) Never leave a girl alone for talking on phone.

25) Don't give her fake compliments.

26) Notice her small small accessories and give her compliments.



Sunday, 29 April 2012

Life After College

nOw nO mOre hunting fOr ID card in morning ........

nOw nO mOre running tO bank fOr making D.D ........


nOw nO mOre tension of gate closing just for being few mins late .......


nOw nO mOre waiting fOr lift .......


nOw nO mOre buttering TULSI BHAI n DINESH BHAI .......


nOw nO mOre cursing college management fOr charging 500/- tO get ua cell back ........


nOw nO mOre standing in coridoor n waiting fOr our crush tO pass by ..........


nOw nO mOre dance practice in KHUFIA ..........


nOw nO mOre bird watching in canteen ..........


nOw nO mOre shOuting F.Mmmmmmmmmm F.Mmmmmmm in college fest ..........


nOw nO mOre irritating faculties by singing gujju garba n banging nashik dhOl in classroom ..........


nOw nO mOre shOuting fifdy dooo during attendance after last roll no. was called .........


nOw nO mOre mimicry of faculty members ..........


nOw nO mOre searching class .........


nOw nO mOre excuses fOr cOming late in lec ...........


nOw nO mOre gathering tO xerox shOps ........


nOw nO mOre mass bunks .........



nOw nO mOre pet names fOr friends ........


nOw nO mOre secrete codes for indicating hot chick passing by ........


nOw nO mOre punches in presentations .........


nOw nO mOre shouting at friends after exam "SAALE KAL HI TOH SIKHAYA THA TEKEO FIR BHI NAHI LIKHA"


nOw nO mOre searching for class room before every lecture ......


nOw nO mOre begging gatekeeper tO get in without ID ........


nOw nO mOre over weighting lift by entering 10-12 people at time instead of 7-8 .........


nOw nO mOre rushing fOr group pics .........


nOw nO mOre pushing each other on hot girls n saying "KYA KAR RAHA HAI ?" in front of that chick ....... 


nOw nO mOre waiting fOr IMPORTANCE a night before examination .......


nOw nO mOre grOup studies ........




nOw nO mOre 'WE' will be used nOw only 'I' will be used every where .......




(YOU CAN ADD YOUR EXPERIENCE ALSO WHICH YOU GONNA MISS, IT WILL BE INCLUDED IN THE ABOVE WRITE UP WITH YOUR NAME IN BRACKETS)

Thursday, 29 March 2012

College Ends Life Ends

College days are most amazing days of any student, So are for me and my insane friends,
I dont know how will I survive in professional world without them, feels like now my life ends, 


Nobody will call me with ridiculous nicknames and no more i'll be paired with the girl with whom my friends found me standing for a while,
Nobody will be there to write project for me and no more panic for last moment submition of project and after reaching classroom again running down stairs because I forgot to get a file,




Looking at hot chick and showing thumbs up to friends instead of uttering a single word about her,
And waiting for college fest for getting in touch of new girls and asking for their numbers with heart full of fear,


Texting each other during lecture and criticizing lecturer and abusing lecturer if they takes a your cellphone because you where busy reading msg,


Going canteen and sitting for hours without ordering a single item, and later ordering cutting tea between 16 people just to shut the mouth of canteen owner and then giggle loudly,




Entering college on friends ID and when caught by faculty member, giving them reason that you've given application but forgot to collect ID from office,


Moving out of prelims in 10mins and like a fool sitting on stair case which is just opp to staff room,
When caught by princi who is always on round, the reason given to her for sitting out used to be "ma'am his health is not sound"


Going for mass bunking and than tearing the attendance muster's prev months page, all this things when hits my mind spills out tears from eyes and makes me wish to back to my teen age.

Sunday, 19 February 2012

Reason Behind VALENTINE'S DAY ???


Hi friends,

My name is VALENTINE.  I was from Rome and lived my life on earth in third century, its too long back and right now enjoying heaven. I feel so nice when I see couple getting married or loving each other truly. Anyways lemme continue with my intro, It was the time when Rome was ruled by Emperor named Claudius. I never liked Emperor Claudius, in fact many of them had same feelings.


Claudius always wanted to have huge armed force. He expected Rome citizen (men) to join his army. Many men were just against fighting in the war. They were afraid to go away from their wives and families. Now you must have got an idea that not many men came up to join army. This made Claudius furious. So what next? Did he give up? Nooo ways, instead he had an crazy idea. He thought that if men remains single and don’t marry anyone then they wouldn’t have any issues with joining army. So Claudius banned all the new marriages. Youth where of the view that this law was cruel and ridiculous. Even I thought it was foolish law which aimed at opposing the nature! I certainly wasn't going to support that law!

Sorry I forgot to mention that I was a priest!! Being a priest my favorite activity was to marry people. I did not stop performing marriage ceremony even after Claudius passed his law, I kept performing my activity -- secretly, of course. It was an exciting moment to marry people secretly. The ceremony went on something like this way; A small candlelit room with bride, groom and myself whispering the words of ceremony and listening to the steps of soldiers all the while and keeping mum if a soldiers stood nearby room.

One night, we did hear footsteps. It was too scary, but thank lord the couple I was marrying left the place in time and escaped. But unfortunately I was caught and was under arrest. I was thrown behind the bars and told that ‘Death’ was my punishment.

I tried to stay happy. And guess what? Wonderful things happened with me in prison. Too many young people came to meet me over there. They threw notes and flowers on my window. They all just wanted me to know that they, too believed in love like I do.

The Daughter of the Jailor was also one these young couple. Her father did not oppose her to meet me in the cell and gave her the permission for the same (I guess even he believed in love, but because of fear of Claudius he kept silence). Sometimes we would sit and have chat for hours and hours. She always helped me keep my spirits up like a true friend. She agreed that I did right by not following emperors law and continuing with secret marriages.

Finally the day arrived when I was to die, on that day I left my friend a little note thanking her for her friendship and loyalty. I signed it, "Love from your Valentine."

I believe that note started festival or the ritual of giving love messages to each other on Valentine's Day. Note was written on the day I died, February 14, 269 A.D. Now, every year on this day, people remember to pass love messages but still there are many who don’t remember me, I guess they don’t even know me properly and also the reason behind celebrating this day. But those who know me – most importantly, they think about love and friendship. And when they think of Emperor Claudius, they remember how he tried to come in the way of love, and they laugh -- because they know that love can't be beaten!

Your Valentine …. 

Thursday, 12 January 2012

I never said but I LOVED YOU

I like you because you were the one who helped me in moving on from my ex,
But I think loving you even after knowing that you love somebody else is like hurting my own leg with an axe..

I like you because you were the one who always tried to understand me,
But whenever I tried to understand you, you always refused and kept distance and never allowed me..




I like you because you are not like other girls i have come across,
But because you are not like others i never felt like I can ever fall for you and even can die for you and put my life at loss..

I like you because you thought me how to live life and avoid pains,
But you never thought how to live without talking to you and how to remove you from my vains..

I like you because you were always there whenever I needed you,
But you didn't teach me how to handle such morning where I'm not greeted by you..

I always liked you but had to hide my feelings behind fun and flirt because I knew you deserve a much better partner and could get much more of everything that I could give you,
But deep inside I always wished that why cant I become that partner who can give you everything that you deserve and  never had to leave you..!!!


Sunday, 18 December 2011

forget you .... never


When I saw you for the first time I was afraid to face you...


When I faced you for the first time I was afraid to talk to you...


When I started talking to you I was afraid to like you...


When I started liking you I was afraid to love you....


When I started  loving  you I was afraid to loose you...


When i lost you I was afraid that whether i'll be able to forget you...


When i lost you I was afraid that whether i'll be able to give same love to another one or i'll keep missing you...


When i started loving another girl she did the same thing with me and once again it reminded me of you...

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY, WHATEVER I DO I AM NEVER GONA FORGET YOU!!


Monday, 5 December 2011

POVERTY vs KASAB


  • The warehousing corporation should not be allowed to be freely distributed to the poverty-stricken people of this country as per the statement of the PM . but,  we have adequate funds to guard the perpetrators of violence! What a double-standard? This can happen only in India, the so called largest democratic country in the world .


  • Ajmal Kasab is indirectly making a hole in tax payers pocket since all the expense is borne by tax paying community of our country. The tax money should be used for tightening securities on railway stations and local trains where poor and middle class people travel daily , but instead tax money is utilized in construction of a special cell inside the high-security Arthur Road jail. It has been designed in such a manner that even if a truck laden with explosives were to ram into it, the cell would not be dented. government can risk thousands of poor and innocent lyfs but dont wana risk lyf of a terrorist.


  • J.J hospital ,  hospital owned by government where poor’s are treated at cheaper rate. Till the date there was no huge amount of money spent on this hospital for betterment of poor people or say in providing better facilities to poor people in fact they where treated just like animals sometimes  and even serious casualties are not attended on time.  but, for kasab Nearly Rs. 1 crore was spent for the creation of a bullet-proof cell for Kasab on the JJ Hospital premises but he was never taken there, instead, doctors were summoned to the Arthur Road jail, whenever Kasab had a health problem.

  •  When Kasab, who was wounded before being captured, has been attended to by anywhere between 16-24 doctors for his various ailments in the past year. But, many times when a poor man dies in the lobby of government hospital because of accident,  leave the doctor not even a compounder comes to see what happened to the person .


  • There was also a huge outgo on deployment of central forces to guard the Arthur Road jail and towards payment of fees for the public prosecutor and lawyers appearing for Kasab.  but, this kind of securities if government spent on securities of common man than the blast at zaveri bazaar would have never taken place where many poor lyfs were dead and there they didn’t even receive compensation money but the public prosecutors where paid huge sum of money for kasab .


  • In spite of spending so much, still government couldn't get any specific success on proving Pakistan's involvement in this attack in front of the UNO and is still keeping Kasab alive.  If this amount was spent on development backward class people and giving good quality education in government schools than atleast in future we could have made a huge force of technically literate generation who would be equipped with all the necessary brains and techniques to stay protected against such unwanted people entering our country.
  • government in Maharashtra has so far spent a staggering Rs. 31 crore, or nearly Rs. 85 lakh per day, to keep the 21-year-old terrorist from the Pakistani town of Faridkot . Iin spite of the fact that the state's debt has crossed the Rs. 1.85 lakh crore mark. Still the government is the government is wary of letting out any information on Kasab and is saying Rs 31 crore figure is strictly unofficial.  Now government will have to face BOP problems and that problem will be solved by reducing spending on government facilities which are mostly used by middle class and poor people.

  • The Indo-Tibetan Border Police (ITBP) force has slapped a bill of Rs 10.87 crore on the Maharashtra government for guarding Kasab at the Arthur Road jail and sought its reimbursement which has stunned the state. Do you feel the cost of keeping him alive is justified?  It is surprising that a person who has been identified as a criminal , in a court of law , is still in custody which is costing the country crores !Why is no person / organization interested in bringing this tamasha to an end ?We are interested in fighting to bring back the 4 lakh crores from Swiss banks which would decrease inflation in country and bring down prices of necessities to ground level , which is a project for eternity but we are not doing anything to stop this expenditure which is currently affecting poor people badly because all this expenses are going to be collected by common man of India only, non of the politician is going to come forward to give entire expenses although its just a fraction of amount what they have saved in their swiss bank account.


Saturday, 29 October 2011

me and my notes

A month before examination I realize that my notes need me to understand their feelings... at such times I sit with my notes all alone, lock my room, and very softly I take my notes out of folder and start staring at it, after sometime I feel like my notes are also staring at me and slowly I start falling in love with notes..

After sometime I feel like my notes are wanting me to read and understand their feelings for me so I try to read them and understand their feelings and come to conclusion that they really care for me and wants me to clear the examination with good scores!!

But after sometime ie after an hour or two, just like a typical girlfriend my notes starts demanding more and more and expect me to understand their each and every feeling, so I just get irritated and tell her "sweetheart I think its not working anymore so lets end it over here"

And next day again I go on date with notes of some other subject and the story repeats .... :P 

Tuesday, 25 October 2011

I Still Love You

I Love You
I Love the way you rest in my arms,
I Love the way you look into my eyes,
I Love the way I pull you towards me when you are angry at me and suddenly you start to blush,
I Love our night walks.


I always love to wear the shirt you gave me.


I Love the way you talk to me,
I Love the way you kiss me,
I Love the way you call me 'shona',


I know you are in love with some else now but will always love you and will wait for the day when you ll be back in my life, back with all the love!


I Love the way you smile when I kissed you first time,
I Love the way you say I'am your world and you will never leave me,
I Love the way you stare at me during movie,


I just love to fight with you because the way you smile after fight is just awesum
I just find a reason to slap on your forehead,
I think I'am just falling in love with you again, but this time its only me because you have fallen in love with someone else.
but still I LOVE YOU , WILL LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH.








WRITTEN BY A SECRET LOVER 
(can't disclose his name) sorry!!

Sunday, 18 September 2011

Do you think you can forget your first Love ???

Almost every one of us must have loved some one in our lives so truly that for whom you could have gone to any extent, even ready to die for that person. Even if that person did not love you back that much but still you would love them without thinking what they feels for you, you still love them without expecting anything from them except the amount of love you gave them... now that is what i call  TRUE LOVE!!!

Many of us think that flirting with many helps in erasing First Love from mind and heart .. but lemme tell you guys its of no use !!!    You must be wondering that flirting has helped you alot in not missing him/her anymore , but it hasn't really. Ok lemme explain, have you ever noticed that whenever you are asked about your 1st love by your friends , you often say "I don't miss him/her that much Or I dont miss him/her anymore" .. but  have you ever said that "he/she occupies No space in my heart anymore Or I never think about him/her, he/she is No more important to me"
Your answer is a 'NO' ryt ???

It is because you cannot forget person who was once everything to you, how can you forget person who meant world to you, for whom you could fight with whole world without thinking about the consequences you may have to face in future, person who drew thick line between them and your friends or even your besty..

sometimes this thick line is created between them and your parents as well n they become integral part of your heart which your parents also somewhere lacked to reach that part of your heart ....  Now how can you remove such person from your mind and heart who had totally separate place in your heart n dat place is premium place n person staying over their receives 1st priority your life.

Sometimes you forget every favour, help, affection and love given to you by the people to whom you start giving secondary importance in your life just for that one person who has entered  in your life just before couple of months or years back whereas the people whom you start giving secondary importance were there with you from ages, the importance you give to your bestys n family is just next to nil in front of what you give to your loved one,  now how can you forget such person who made such tremendous changes in your life !!

yOu cAn juSt miss yOur firSt lOve Less,  but can never HATE Or FORGET them .... !!!

Saturday, 13 August 2011

U.S debt crises in simple terms


Let us assume that U.S is some individual person so that it can become easier for you to understand ...

 (U.S) has lots of bills to pay For.eg. Homeland security, Pensions, Foreign Aid, Medicare, DOT , NASA, NOAA, NIS, FAA, FEMA, FTC, FSA, Defense, Farm subsidies, Federal salaries, Medicaide, Veteran's benefits, Highway system, USPS, FBI, CIA, NSA, DOD n Foreign wars etc etc etc...
the sum of all the bills is around almost 4trillion dollars worth every year and his income is little over 2.2trillion dollars per year, now to make difference the deficit of almost 2trillion dollars he does what most americans do ie it borrows money... when U.S takes up the loan it calls it 'A bond' i,e U.S issues bond to borrow money. This bonds are held by Banks, Investors or even by Foreign governments. U.S has to promise to pay interest on every bond just like you do while taking any loans.

now the prob arises here, sometimes you think of paying your loans or mortgage by credit cards ryt??? the same thing he does. he takes up new loans i,e new bonds to make payments on old bonds.
 now all dos loans n specially the interest to be paid keeps on adding.  Right now U.S owes about 14 trillion dollars, 14trillion dollars is about the same as GDP of America ie Gross Domestic Product (total value of all goods n services produced by american economy in an entire year)  which means DEBT = ENTIRE GDP.


Its really a big money. now U.S is running out of people to borrow from to clear this debt and also having trouble of paying interest on its loans.  RBS came out with solution ie either cut spending or increases taxes;/bt if it stops spending then people on whom he spends will start complaining that they dont have money to spend n if it raises taxes dan people will have really less money in hand to spend ...!!

So, U.S chooses an easiest way to make money or say make payments, he calls up FEDERAL RESERVES wic is central bank n just like magic dollars were created and deposited all over America. but this lead to inflation because flow of dollars became more than goods available to in market dats y commodities lyk gassoline, food , oil n gold became more expensive, this happened because U.S implemented its money making magic by approaching FEDERAL RESERVES.

Remember the foriegn government that lend money to U.S ???   something interesting took place at that time, It made U.S look richer n der countries look poorer, n when a country looks poorer tha America; one dollar ie american money buys lot of other countries money For eg. If 1$ was equal to INR 45 then now 1$ will be equal to INR 50 wic means Americans can buy 5 more INR for same 1$ ....  Americans can pay INDIAN workers a few penny  a day because they are getting Rupee at cheaper rate. This ultimately pulls down labour cost of the company n the manufacturer can sell their products in America at lower prices than any other American manufacturer can.  Now, the easiest way for American manufacturers to compete is to move their companies overseasn pay their workers a few penny's a day.

But, this leads to recession in America becz Americans loose their jobs n no job means no tax to be paid to government no tax means decrease in income from taxation (major part of earning for any government) n the people who lost their jobs start collecting government benifits lyk medicaide and unemployment..
This means U.S has less income n has to spend more n at such times people who still have their jobs are desperate to keep their jobs n can do more work even for lesser money.

When dollars are of less worth n inflow of the same has stopped  this leads to STAGFLATION i,e  inflation + recession = STAGFLATION.
U.S now is in big trouble, he cant raise taxes nor cut spending to without making recession averse and he cant approach federal reserves to create more money without making inflation averse.   for now what he can do is  keep borrowing more money but as he is not able to pay the interest on loans he already has it can just push towards the bankruptcy wic is worst.
Its not too long within just few months or say few years a day will come when he wont be able to pay his bills anymore.. wen dat happens BANKS, INVESTORS n FOREIGN GOVERNMENTS who are counting out that money; wont be able to pay their own bills..   You see Governments, Banks n Corporation dont have much money, what they have is nothing but debt to each other.

If one stops payment the whole chain defaults .. If investors stops paying bills the corporation wont pay to their employees ... If banks are not able to pay their bills, u wont be able to take more loans, use ur credit cards or even retrieve ur savings.. If foreign government dont pay their bills their own banks and corporations will have d same problems that is what we call A GLOBAL ECONOMIC COLLAPSE .
It never happened before so nobody knows how long will it last for n how to overcome it, the house of cards has already been fallen down, their is no painless way to build it back.

ALL WE CAN DO IS JUST EDUCATE EACH OTHER ABOUT WHATS ACTUALLY GOING ON AND TO PREPARE FOR THE WORSE.

Sunday, 7 August 2011

ADDICTION hurts..

ADDICTION... the word itself is scary, scary not in horror sense but scary because it gives us scary feeling of how will i survive if someday i don't get the thing i'm addicted to or i'm used to.. at such times your worst nightmare is getting departed from the thing or person we are addicted to!!
If its a thing then the wounds of getting departed soothes early without any marks on mind or heart but if its a person to whom you were addicted then even a decade is not enough to sooth that wound n even if it soothes the marks of the wounds stays forever on your heart n mind, the marks may vanish from your mind as the time passes but nothing can rub those marks from your heart.

sometimes we make mistakes in selecting right person for us, many times we end up with fake sweet talkers and loose right ones. people this days are so confused in selecting right person that they just end up with wrong fake ones. selecting right person have become a gamble today, here the opponent is so sharp that he ll not even give u single such reason which can help you identifying him. This days love has become a game, game of winning others heart n breaking them; the more hearts you break the more XPs ie experience you get , this game gives so bad addiction that people keeps on breaking hearts just to soothe their own heart.
This is chain actually where A breaks heart of  B and to soothe his own heart B breaks heart of C so that he can forget the pain given by A   !!!

Here the victim or the one who is left alone feels guilty for giving chance to such person. Sometimes we have to pass through such phases of life where we don't even know 'whom we love n to whom we think we love'
Confused??? i'l explain u.. sometimes we think that v love some1 but its not actually love but our infatuation for that person.

sometimes we just try to avoid people who love us n to whom v don't.. and a moment comes wen v feel lyk breaking friendship wid them becoz the way such people stare at u and care for u n tok wid u n flirts wid u feels irrittating because in past that person was the one on whom  u had crush so u dont want ur past to affect ur presence. so finally a time comes wen u just cant bear anymore n stop talking to them wic hurts them lyk hell becz wen person who means everything to u dont even talk to u, feels lyk ur existance in the world is of no use better u leav dis world. Thinking about all such things from their point of view v forgive them n mutually decide to start with a new relationship which would be only up to FRIENDSHIP.

Now, the main problem begins.. initially u feel that the person has changed n is just thinking of u as just a friend n to make u believe they says that they are committed wid some1 n comes closure to u n starts flirting again n dis tym u start lyking dat person but ur not sure about it..
After couple of weeks that person discloses the truth saying that he/she wasnt committed n lied just to come close to u n become ur besty.. this hurts u but nt much.

After spending so much time together n inspite that person lied u, u start lyking that person n he/she becomes part of ur lyf n dis time its really serious kinda lykings becoz u have been wid that person for long time n know each other verry well, but still u havent yet told that person about ur lykings towards him/her.
he/she asks u several tyms about ur lykings bt u say NO al the tym n stick upon a thing that u lyk somebdy else.

After some couple of months u suddnly come across a news that he/she is already having partner who was out of town.. n the person uv startd lyking had nobody in town to be wid so he/she just wanted u to be wid dem till the time his/her partner who is out of town comes back into the town n suddenly ur left alone.

U all of sudden start feel guilty for everything, guilty for giving him/her a chance, guilty for felling in love with him/her  again, guitly for beleaving all  the lies n best one was "i cant leave widout you"   dis lie really hurts u n even can make nybdy fell in love.. now u are at the situation where u cant forget all thos lies n ur just addicted to that person n just cant forget him/her at any cost n want back them in ur lyf n also want all dos things back that was between u both, bt nw its impossible n u just have to tell ur heart that "whatever happens is for good cause" ...

In the end u have to think positively that, good u both are no more together or rather say ur away from the one to whom u loved once oR he/she loved u oR u both once loved each other becoz u both had no future so better move on..
He/She have alrdy moved on but somewere u havent becoz u still feel that he/she still feels for u.. Its not the fact but still somewer in heart u cant just forget dat person so u start xpecting that even they shudnt forget u bt as v all knw things never happns d way v wish them to ..............  u just keep hoping that one day all the memories related to that person lyk d way he/she stared at u,    the way he/she said 'babu' ,     the way he/she used to ask 'y din u had ur dinner yet'      the way he/she used to scold u on ur mistakes n say 'stupid cant u take care of urself' etc etc etc....   u just end up hoping that someday u'll forget all this things n will move on n get rid of their  ADDICTION.


Wednesday, 27 July 2011

why do i have to CRY so much ???

      I'am at the moment when i know that my heart is       gonna break soon, still i'am not backing out or not even moving on to some other path of life which i'am unable to do nor i want to do if could do...  I don't know why m i sticking around when i know that soon i'am gonna get the news that i'am just a very good friend in her life n the place which i want in her life is already occupied by some1 else..


n it hurts even more when you come to know that the somebody who occupied space which was desired by you is nobody else but the same person who once essayed the role of best not just best but closest friend in your life, but has gone away from your life just because you both loved the same person n it was impossible for u both to continue as bestys because the person who used to make u smile with his presence the same person now pokes into your eyes whenever comes into your sight.


It becomes really unbearable when u have to see the person who ditched u with the person u loved d most, that too for most of the day..but still you cant help it n have to bear them  person with a big 'fake' smile on your face..


i cant believe that anybody can be so cruel that even after knowing how much your besty loves some1 still you start dating the very same person n don't even let your besty know about it n one day suddenly you get the news from other people regarding dating between your besty n your love..
 if that was not all.. suddenly one day u receive a news from one of ur friend that the person u love; by mistake sends a text to one of ur friend saying


 "good ni8 swtheart.. muuuuaaaaaaah miss u.. take care n kal 6 baje uthati hu"


 n tells your friend to whom this msg was delivered by mistake that


"plz plz plz don't tell any one about this msg, it was bymistake sent to u"  ...........


n wen she was askd by the same person to whom msg was delivered bymistake.. the rly recvd was 


"i cant tell u his name"


 now what the 'f' this means mahn!!  what would a rational mind think after reading such text..


if it was not enough this thing was hidden from me by my love who is also my besty n who shares everything with me, but dint share this thing which added further pain..
i'am not at all jealeous of my friend that he took my love away, but the thing is he promised me that he would help me get my love as v 3 where bestys n shared everything with each other so he knew each n everything about us, our lyks dislyks everything... which he was suppose to use for me to get her but he did it for himself n grabbed my love, n i lyk a fool din even notice that my love is been grabbed away by my besty..


im really scared of that day when i'll come to know the truth .. truth that is going to ruined me from within, truth that is going to make my heart bleed.. this truth is nothing but that they both are together n are committed to each other!!  but m even more scared of the day when my love will be ditched by the person whom she thinks loves him.. because i know him better as we used to be bestys someday so i know what kinda person he is n  how good  is his past records ..
 i tryd alot to explain her about what kinda person he is but she is not at all ready to listen to me.. shes just blind in his love n dat bastard has no feelings for her, he is just playing with her feelings thats it...


her behaviour has changed alot towards me this days which really hurts me alot n makes me cry lyk anything, whenever i think of her or see her images on fb or in my cell my tears just cant stop overflowing... this days i dont even lyk to listen romantic songs instead i prefer sad songs...because now iv got to know that ders nothig lyk love in this world because if it was their than she would have been with me...


i dont know what will happen with me when she ll be ditched by him .. she wont be able to bear that pain n worst will be i wont be able to see her crying that way...... all this things which are directly or indirectly related to her turns my eyes wet.............. sometimes i feel lyk stop talking to her but then she starts crying in front of me which makes me also cry, n even confuses me if i'am so much important to her that my silence can make her cry than y the hell she dont listen to me n try to undstand that i really care for her n m not asking her to go away from him for my selfish motto....


i dont know what should i do now.. im really fed up of thinking all this.. i cant even avoid all this !!
i dont undstand y the hell God is doing all this to me...!!



Monday, 25 July 2011

TWENTY Things to be kept in mind while talking to GIRLS !!!


20 things to keep mind while talking with GIRLS
1)      Keep at least distance of 2 feet while talking


2)      Always look into her eyes and try to avoid looking here n der while talking, n most important never look below neck


3)      Never laugh on your own jokes or Pj’s


4)      Always follow one principle ie whatever she says is absolutely correct


5)      Never argue on serious topics


6)      Always argue on stupid topic till she says “can we please change the topic”


7)      Never continue the same topic if she is getting irritated by that or get hurt by that


8)      Never give proper answer to their question, always give unexpected answers (funny answer)


9)       Try to make her laugh as much you can


10)   Always say ‘hi’ whenever you meet, if she don’t reply then say “miss attitude”


11)   Always text n ask her whether if she is free to talk on phone, do dis each time before u call her up


12)   Never ask her personal questions, Eg. If she says she have some work she’ll call u later at such times don’t ask her what work she has???


13)   Never accept her blames, always try to put them back on her even if you both very well know that it’s your mistake but never accept it n try to make her speak “jhoootha oR ohh shittt kuch bhi.. etc”


14)   Always crack jokes with a serious face, so that she can’t insult you by saying  “joke tha hassu??” if your joke is not up to the mark


15)   Never let her know that u have crush on her, if u have


16)   Always take interest in whatever she talks, no matter how boring the topic may be


17)   If she shares any G-talks with u,  dnt get irritated n make faces bt take great interest in it n discuss on it


18)   Never flirt unless d gal is ur good friend n is frank wid u


19)   If she don’t believe any of your lie than just get emotional n say “u dnt trust me???”


20)   Always notice her accessories n comment on it (positive comment)


Friday, 1 July 2011

She Likes SOMEBODY ELSE...


Knowing that the person you like a lot has no more feelings for you but thinks about you just as another good friend in her life; gives you no less pain than what  a person gets after breakup in relationship.

Especially when you get to know about this bitter  truth form someone else hurts even  more… 
if the person whom you like is your best as well as close friend and who shares almost everything with you, that time you  expect this thing ie she likes someone els to be known to you by her itself, 
but sometimes you forget that close friends shares
‘almost everything’ not ‘everything’

Here u come to know how much a small word ‘almost’ means to you!!

The pain is added even more when you come know that the person whom you trusted the  most had lied you ..
you feel cheated when you remember those days when you used to ask her several times a day whether if she liked any one and you used to get a negative reply “no I don’t like any one”  which indeed brought a positive vibe inside you.
But after knowing truth all those positive vibes which were collected from long time, 
gets destroyed and you are  left with just  one sentence in your mind ie “she likes HIM’ 
This 3 words snatches away all your positive vibes, 
all your happiness, 
all your dreams you  saw considering her as your partner , 
all  gestures you  always wanted to do or all those moments you  wanted to live with her.. 

everything gets destroyed in front of your eyes and you are helpless and can’t do anything except  silently watching your world getting ruined..!!